I just finished hanging my senior thesis! And I'm fucking tired.
I've spent too much of last night and the night before awake. My diet/exercise plan is going all right. I notice changes but I wish it went faster. But there's only so much I can do with the way my schedule is and food availability and how I drink sometimes. But I think I'm back on track.
I think I'll go to the gym today... after I go eat at whole foods and take a nap.

Being alone a little more and doing solitary activities has proven to be really nice. I got to the point where I dreaded being alone, like some bomb would go off inside of me, but I remembered why I liked being alone so much before college. I read a book and watched some movies and spooned my dog and did some yoga. I stop learning things if I'm too social. I become stupid.

I also definitely decided after break ended that Operation Get Really Hot and Say Fuck You to the World is a dream that's very achievable, especially when I feel very okay with saying fuck you to the world now.
I don't really need a guy to have sex with. At least not right now. And not with the people I know for the most part. I'm not opposed to sex at all, but I'm feeling fairly independent. I don't really want to be another meat wallet, and that's how I would be treated. Because, y'know, we're all adults here. Only children become attached to whoever they are sleeping with! Oh, the naive.

I hope you can hear the sarcasm in my voice.
I think I'm maturing a little bit.

I need a new book to read. Spinsters for life.