I can't stop thinking. About my friends, sexuality, what I am doing with my art, body language, etc.
Am I attractive at all to anyone? Why is it I've been single for 19 years? What does my body language say about me? My friends are finally chipping in their v-cards, or in the near future they will be. Maybe it's just one, maybe more. Either way, I feel very substandard.
I don't even have an ex. I guess I could have had a boyfriend, but I don't know. I always figured you should like the person who likes you back.
Plus, I can be very awkward.
I keep telling myself to forget about all that and focus on my work, but it's difficult.
Life sucks a lot right now. I'm tired of being busy with things I need to do. Fucking angst.
I wish I was back in Canada.
My dreams are very wild.
It's really the eyes that kill me.
3 comments:
when you feels like times are hard and life suck, just pick up a pencil. you will create powerful art. artwork with meaning and not just eye candy. everyone need to suffer for great art. sad but true, at least that's what i think:)
best,
a
I'd have to agree with you on that as well.
Thank you very much, Andrew. :]
something fairly epic needs to happen. now.
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