Jobless days.

...have been fun. I might be in a PNC bank commercial on their website.
I go to NYC for a week to shoot a movie with my friends from home: Lauren Monaco, Lenore Romas, Chad Cooper, and Chad's room mate who I just met, Garrett. We're going to be in the basement of a 23 year old's house. He just finished college. We're not getting paid, but all of our food, transportation, and lodging will be paid for. We'll see how it goes. June 21st I am volunteering for a festival thing at Drexel, so I'll see Vampire Weekend for free since I'm not a student there.

Life's been going in all kinds of ways lately-- a lot I didn't really expect but make sense. I have a feeling that I might get a job when I get back from this. I've been applying to a lot of places and have got no dice.

I have very mixed feelings lately. I am very happy, but there have been other things going on inside of me that I wish I could deal with, but really cannot. I cannot help them. I don't want to ruin anything. Or make anything awkward. I don't want to face rejection. Neen knows. It's just no matter who I talk to, it continues to eat at me. That is why I am divulging it here. It's never enough. In public, I am keeping it under wraps.

I now have Man Man and Japanther on my computer. Yessssss.