6:03 am. The devil's hour.

Why? Because it is obvious that only satan is keeping me awake at this time. I cannot sleep. I have serious insomnia and like... anxiety. I'm just too anxious for life to start up again.

By the way, I'm back in Philly in my dorm.

I know it's gonna be like same-old same-old this semester, BUT IT'S NOT. I've come to the conclusion that friendships etc. are going to keep changing and changing for this semester and next year. At least 5 people are gone from my section, one of them being one of my favorite people to talk to in UArts.

But most of my anxiousness is just to have everyone back; to be able to randomly go to The Last Drop for some coffee at 11 pm with someone. To be able to just chill across the hall. You know how it is; it's like camp. College Camp.

So now, thinking of the future, Satan has heard my thoughts and used them against me, causing me not to sleep. What thu huuuulllll.

And it is even more terrible because tomorrow is the Blue Collar Blow-Out Party with Kae Lani, Kyle, Adam, and Kyle's Drexel friends. I NEED TO BE ABLE TO KEEP AWAKE. This will be the first time that I will have drank since New Year's. I think I've recuperated enough to handle some lite beer.

And I got tagged on Youtube. I want to do that video and all, but shit. I can't think of 5 random things you don't know about me. This is my fucking diary for the most part. I mean really; this should tell you a lot.

Then there's the whole issue where I have to tag 5 other people... I don't know anyone on youtube except for like. Mat. And I am sure that he'd love doing all of those shenanigans.

BY THE WAY!
I'm going to 2 shows!
I'm going to St. Vincent and Explosions in the Sky. St. Vincent's in Feb, Explosions is in uhhhhh... March? April? Anyhow, yeah. I'm attending Explosions with 2 other people, and St. Vincent by my lonesome unless if someone was kind enough to accompany me. It's like a birthday present to myself. I love St. Vincent; and even if no one came with me, it would still be awesome because I love that band and it would be such a good personal experience. Sigh.

So many good shows are coming to Philly soon, very exciting shit.