I had a strange nightmare.
I was in a staircase in a hotel or some kind of fire escape stairway. There was a mirror on on of the walls so I could see myself; I was wearing what I had fallen asleep in-- my blue outfit with the blue dress thing and dark blue argyle sweater. And my hair was dyed the same shade of blue as my dress.
I was going down the staircase and I was going to go and kill myself, and looking in another mirror it seemed that I had already slit my right wrist and my hand was red with crackled blood. I was very set on my decision and at the bottom of the staircase I saw Doug, and he gave me the look he gives when he thinks you're crazy.
Which is saying a lot because Doug is kind of crazy. In his Doug way.

Anyways.

We both step into an elevator and on the floor is a flattened cardboard box. I hit a button and all of a sudden the walls are stripped away and we are naked and flying in this terrifying dimension of space and ruined city buildings and one false move would send us crashing into one. We navigate to the top of a ruined skyscraper by accident and I am trying to climb from the destroyed parts to the more solid area, but I am very scared and naked and below is some cosmic abyss and the rocks I must scale over are off-balance and ready to send me overboard. Doug easily makes it to the solid part and continues into the building where I can't see him. I just struggle.

At this point I wake up from my alarm.


Sometimes I just don't know what the fuck I'm doing.