Been listening to this on repeat in some hope of allowing myself to open up fully again, but every time I'm faced with an opportunity I just don't. I'm getting a little better, but it's tough.

I've been really really focused on my work, finally achieving the 'perfect crit' with my poster I did for my design methods class. We'll see if I can keep this up.

Shit, I sometimes I wish I was stripped of all of my brain chemicals and was less crazy. But it helps with my work, because I'm finally allowing parts of my crazy blossom since I'm so comfortable with my group of friends (I accidentally typed that as crazy, which would also fit instead of friends).

I can feel the future.
I guess I just wasn't made for these times.