Holy hell I just had a dream about everything I ever think about these days and it was pretty terrifying.

And there were metaphors and symbolism up the wazoo.

But, clearly I've been playing too many video games based on the content of the dream.

But there was: suicide (I shot myself in the head twice, but still didn't die), a man I got involved with before we both died who took pills (but the side effects left him faceless-- FUCKING TERRIFYING. It was like a film of skin formed over his face and filled with fluid so that there was no recognition of facial structure.), a pack of cigarettes with the wrong brand inside, my hair grew long but I was balding, confrontation with a person from the past (also scary), going into the kitchen and washing all of the knives and putting them away.



And then another harmless dream had to do with letting my dog into the Pita Pit and talking to some woman who looked like Blanche from the golden girls.