I should post art, or anything at all, but there's so much going on in my life I don't know what to say.
Shows, parties (I finally accomplished my secret dream, which was to randomly make out at a party, even though it's an especially superficial dream), 2 foot fetish parties (made $150 the first party, $230 the second one), being sick, looking for houses (we might get one), school, love, despair. I should focus more on my schoolwork, really. Especially 3D. The skull came out nice.

I don't know what to do for my 2d self portrait project. We can do ANYTHING.

I think my mood swings can be too much and I am too violent. Or maybe, I am too primal, violence being a part of human nature and then that aspect becomes peaceful with civilization. I don't think I can ever find someone with a mutual attraction. A boy I liked back in the day knew I liked him all along and he avoided me, and even though I don't like him anymore, it makes me sad.
I can't stop coughing and I don't know what is wrong with me.
I look forward to a little bit of the isolation coming.
I am such a weird person and I don't think I get that upset about things, but then people like Mike Olivo tell me to calm down all of the time, and it doesn't make me calm, it just makes me sad. And the sadness calms me and makes me quiet.

So much has happened since school started. I am such a different person. I keep changing. It's so hard to keep up.

I need security.