Wednesday, February 20, 2008

I'm pretty sure there might be something going wrong in my brain or something. Probably maybe pretty much maybe. Not sure, actually.

It has to do with my dreams. Dreams can get pretty crazy, sure. They're allowed to get crazy. But my dreams have been overstepping their boundaries. I keep having dreams that become reality; like, I'll go about having a regular dream... and then I'll dream that I'm waking up from that dream, and then some weirdness will occur, and then I dream that I either go back to sleep and then I actually wake up for real, or I'll dream I go back to sleep and I begin dreaming again.

Seriously, what the hell. At one point, when I was sick, I had a dream that was realistic and it even referenced another dream I had that was similar to that dream. DREAMS REFERRING TO OTHER DREAMS? WTFFFF.

And while I have these crazy dreams, I think I have conversations with people that are in the room with me during them. I thought I talked to my room mate, and I thought she even responded, "Kate, you should go back to sleep," to which I responded with a laugh-- and then I 'went back to sleep.' When I woke up, I thought it was an odd conversation, so I asked her if I spoke to her at all while half-asleep or something. She said no.

I honestly believed I had a conversation with her. This actually happened a few times in different contexts.

I'm not really sure what is going on.

Edit, 2/21: I had a dream yesterday where I somehow lived in an underwater house and it was amazing and beautiful. There were colorful fish and whales and it was like having my own personal ocean.

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