Well. It's the end of the semester; I've had my 2D critique and my teacher's torn between giving me a B+ or an A-, but we've yet to turn in our portrait assignment (which is due Monday), so I think once I do that, it'll solidify the A-. She likes it a lot and says it's very strong. Hauh.

I think I know where I'm trying to go now. In life, I mean. It's weird, but changing my hair back to brown actually helped me with my identity crisis. Also centering myself around art for the past 2 weeks has helped too... and the people I've been hanging out with. At first I think I was in some kind of culture shock, surrounded by all new people, and the way to cope with that was by taking on certain characteristics. I can't even explain it. But it messed with my head. And now I see who they are more and more, and our differences, I can see who I am. IT'S AS IF I AM ENLIGHTENED. Or just at a better understanding.

I don't know. I can't explain it well enough. I'm just more at peace in my mind about it all. I also think that not smoking for a week or two helped. Uhhh. Definitely. But it is always an interesting experience.

Anyhow.

I have crits on Monday and Wednesday. Here's the schedjool.

Monday: 11:20 am Art History Final; 1:40 pm, Drawing crit
Wednesday: 12:30 pm 3D Crit which will annihilate me; 4:50 pm Illustration Crit which I will annihilate

Shit! I almost forgot I need to make a print for illustration.
I hope I get a banjo for Christmas. Or guitar. Banjos are cooler though... and run in my blood I bet. My grandpa was an artist who played the banjo.

All right, time to get shit done. Aka, homework.