I watched the Science of Sleep again yesterday after buying a Child Prodigy Midget Accordion. The last time I watched it, it messed up my sleep, and it sort of did that this time. After it I basically felt insane; it makes you believe that nothing's real somehow. Maybe because the way the dreams are set up? Maybe the way the reality is set up? Anyhow, I didn't know what to do with myself so I rode my bike in a straight line at 1:00 am.

After hanging out with BJ and his friend Brandon, I did end up going to sleep and I had a freaky dream with that guy I used to like from work. He had gone insane or something and decided he loved me. I was in a tall building in the city, and my ex-coworker was on a lower building roof throwing things at my window because he was angry. He threw macbooks and wuffle balls and other stuff. And I asked him why, and he told me it was because I left or something. I told him go away, but he came up, I gave him a hug, and then I left him.
I now realize how immature he was. And how I was, and even though this was only a dream, I feel better for leaving him behind.

My bracelet left a rust mark on my wrist D:.

I really wish I was myself all of the time. Or some real aspect of myself. I just need to stop caring about relationships and other things like that. I should just focus on my work.