Wednesday, April 18, 2007

...I feel really bad for the Virginia Tech kids.

Just wow. It is terrible. I feel bad for the victim's families; but Jesus, what does the Gunman's parents think? Their son killed all those people. I don't know what I'd do knowing someone I gave birth to could commit such an atrocity.

Anyhow, the good news is that ALL OF MY ART HOMEWORK is complete, I'm FINISHED my screenplay, and I have 2 OUT OF THE 4 pottery things I had to do done! I have to finish the last 2 tomorrow, but I'm not sweating it. It'll take a couple of hours and I have no other homework right now.

All I really have to do is worry about getting UArts finalization stuff in, applying for a CVS scholarship, and prom. I don't have a date and I only like a couple of people from my work and they're too old to be going to a high school prom probably. Lately I've been wishing that I were older... or at least acted older. But not too old or else I would lose my charm, har har har. But seriously. I've been really depressed lately because I'm simply too young, and to be depressed over that is ridiculous. Age shouldn't matter so much, right?!

...right?

Uhhh. Anyways. I guess I should go to sleep or something.

4 comments:

Rebecca said...

Hmm. Ya know, you've always seemed older to me. From what I can tell, you act a lot older than a lot of the people I knew in high school. And that's definitely a good thing. :) Plus you're a fantastic artist and you've got a real job.

Rebecca said...

Um, yeah, I deleted that comment 'cause of a grammar mistake. I'm kinda anal. :P

Anonymous said...

nick: dont rush the progression of your age

the only reason you feel behind from what im hearing is that youve surrounded yourself with older people. plus, sometimes the way we choose to act in terms of maturity and values will also push away people of our own age who may not have advanced to that level yet also.

Kate Egan said...

Nevertheless, it's frustrating as hell. I hate social standards so very, very much.








Nick is cool. :x