I'm really upset.
My dad wants for me to do a painting of Snickers, which I will do eventually, but he wants me to do it RIGHT AWAY. But I don't want to because I have other ideas and I feel that if I begin that, I will lose my motivation for my other ideas... I won't lose the motivation for doing Snickers because it's something I HAVE to do of else feel my father's wrath, but shit... why can't he just let my heart go wild and free?

I began to work towards my resolution today-- I joined the gym and took a pilates class and went on the step machine thing and ate pretty healthy. Yay me. Time to go buy art supplies and work on shit.