Saturday, October 07, 2006

Oh my god. I keep having strange dreams.
One had a fat man in it who loved tea as much as I do, but he had a larger tea collection.
Another had me walking along, an Indian boy took me to this grassy hill thing (I quick took out my retainer because I didn't want to be embarassed), and then I had to choose between 6 different boys or something. My forearms looked fatter in that dream, but still the boys didn't seem to mind me the way I was. It was really really weird, that one.
And then the last one I came up to a bridge in my bathing suit, and I had to choose which side of the lake I wanted to swim in: the left, which has less people and a girl who was catching no fish, or the right, which had tones of people and lots of fish. I went to the left because I didn't want all of those people to see me in my bathing suit. When I got in the water, I was slipping over rocks and it was unpleasant.
And then in ANOTHER dream, I was on a pirate ship. And something was going on, Amanda had this really bad skin burns or disease or something, so I had to take care of her... but then I think she died. And I had to get off of the ship because people were looking for me. And I jumped off-- and the water was so blue. And I got to the bottom and found a treasure chest attached to a long white string. I got the chest and went into a girl's hut, and I asked her why would she just put the string on. And she told me because it didn't need to be found. And then I said, "But I just found it." And she said, "It's still not found." So I opened it, and it wasn't gems or things like that. It was a list of hopes and dreams and desires or something, all carved into the wood. The list filled my mind's eye, but I still can't remember what it said. It was half important, half unimportant though.

I've come to the conclusion that water has really been appearing in my dreams lately. 3 out of 5 in the last 2 days have had water in it. I'm gonna go to a dream interpretation site and check it out and post the results here.

Water
To see water in your dream, symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. If the water is calm, clear, then it signifies that you are in tune with your spirituality. It denotes serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation. If you are splashed by water, then it represents your need to be revitalized and more expressive. To dream that water is boiling, suggests that you are expressing some emotional turmoil. It also may mean that feelings from your unconscious are surfacing and ready to be acknowledged. (Okay, so this is me butting in. The dream with the pirate ship had really really clear dark blue water... and in the dream with the lake, I was spashed with it. Well, also in the pirate one. But I kinda dunked myself in that. I was almost choking in the lake one. Also in my dream yesterday the water was clear, but it was still dirty. What does that mean, then? Also, no boiling was to be had.)
To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to devote some time to clarify your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, it suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions. (Dammit, the lake one had dirty water. Brown lake water, you know?! And I immersed myself in it. This is actually a pretty good interpretation of how I've been feeling.)
To hear running water in your dream, denotes meditation, reflection and pondering of your thoughts and emotions. (Nope, all water in my dreams have been completely or almost completely still.)
To dream that you are walking on water, suggests that you have supreme and ultimate control over your emotions. It may also suggest that you need to. (No to this as well.)


Sink
To see a sink in your dream represents your feelings and how you control your emotions. You may need to cleanse yourself of past feelings and start fresh. Consider also the common phrase
everything but the kitchen sink
which refers to a situation where you have almost everything that you can possible want or need. The symbol may also be a pun on. (Referring to my dream yesterday. The water in the sink was supposed to be my "sadness", so the sink representing things I want or need makes absolute sense.)


Fishing Rod
To see a fishing rod in your dream, represents your quest and exploration of your unconscious mind. You are ready to confront issues and emotions which you have suppressed. (Fishing rods in the lake dream. It's funny because right now I'm exploring my unconscious mind. And I want to confront an issue I've surpressed but I'm scared as shit. And am not ready anyways. Maybe I am. Who knows? Not me.)

Green
Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color.
Dark green indicates materialism, cheating, deceit, and/or difficulties with sharing. You need to balance between your masculine and feminine attributes (This is referring to the wall color in my dream yesterday. It was dark green. Erm. I'm not cheating in any way... I don't think I'm too materialistic... Well, I did dye my hair. Here's another interpretation from a different site.)

4th (heart) chakra, love and compassion (Yes)
Needing to pay attention to your heart (Okay, yes)
A need to rebalance your energies (Yes. Maybe.)
Life, growth, fertility, transformation, abundance, prosperity (What.)
Inexperience or immaturity (Hah. Yes.)
A need for healing (Don't think so.)
Envy or jealousy, green with envy (dark or murky greens) (Jealous of them asians, I'll tell you that. Damn)
Being in harmony with nature, having a green thumb (I love nature.)

Peach
Something that is wonderful, terrific, just peachy
Health, wholesomeness, an inner glow, a beautiful complexion, peaches-and-cream
Betraying an accomplice, peaching

To see a peach in your dream, represents pleasure and joy, You take pleasure in the minor, trivial things in life. The dream may also imply that something in your life is just
peachy
and going well. Alternatively, a peach may be indicative of lust and sensuality. Consider how it my be a metaphor for your sweetheart or loved one.


(Okay, so those two are from different sites, but mean almost the same thing. Well damn. I don't know what to say.)

That's all for now, folks.
'Cept for this. You can see through the page to the front of my English worksheet.

Lady of Shallot has mars colored hair
So far from her lover, in a boat she despairs



2 comments:

N. said...

One of my favourite poems of all time. Well done.

Kate Egan said...

Well damn. Thankyou Sir Nicodemus.